speechless

sometimes we hide things from people cos we dont want to hurt them. we suppress everything we want to actually say because we want to protect them, and do what we deem to be least painful them, hoping that by not facing up to reality and painting a picture of happiness will mean everything bad will disappear.
escapism.
when everything eventually comes tumbling out, the hurt is unbearable. because everything you did in the past was just fabricate a lie for her to live in. you did everything you did out of obligation for her. it was a sense of responsibilty and her love for you, NOT your love for her that prompted you into being with her. When she finds out the truth, that in your heart there is someone whom you wish to forget but can no longer forget, she will collapse.
she will collapse because she cant take it. no amount of apologies will mend the hurt.

people, think about it.
but all these came flowing after i watched a episode on the Herbalist Manual( channel 55)
not real life experience.

posted by GRACECHIA @ 11:38 PM